Why I Chose Recovery

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At Santa Monica College, people understand that many of us students are balancing difficult challenges. Through everything you may be experiencing at this time of your life, it is important to know that there is support if you reach out. If you're struggling, you don’t have to go through it alone. Recovery is possible, and there are resources that can help you right here on campus and in the local community. 

As a full time student in recovery, I know firsthand how hard it can be to have the courage to reach out to people, especially when you're new to the state. I’m from Houston, and the environment and people are completely different. The change wasn’t very hard, but it’s definitely not easy dealing with such a big shift in your life. 

My struggles with drug abuse began when I was in high school. Like a lot of students, I was dealing with stress, anxiety, and pressures that felt too big to manage. Drugs became an escape; it was a temporary relief that quickly spiraled into dependency.

I didn’t want to seek help, even though I knew I had a problem. I was ashamed of what I had been doing. I didn’t want my family to look at me any different; Thankfully, they didn’t, they were more supportive than ever and I will be forever grateful for that. Although I didn't start my recovery journey in California, the feelings of being a newcomer still arose. 

When I moved here, I didn't know anyone, and I was hesitant to reach out to certain people who I knew would help me with my recovery. I tried to use the move as an excuse to start a new life and forget about recovery as a whole, but I knew that wasn’t what I needed. I’m lucky enough to have family here, so I'm not completely alone. They’ve always been super supportive and have been there for me more than anyone else. 

The SMC campus health center offers counseling services where you can talk confidentially with professionals who understand the struggles you may be facing. The counselors are there to help, without judgment, and can guide you toward the best options for support. Whether you need someone to talk to, mental health resources, or connections to recovery programs, they are there.

Another resource I found helpful was the student support groups. Many campuses, including Santa Monica College, have anonymous peer groups for students facing similar issues, providing a safe place to talk about your challenges and celebrate your victories. If you visit the SMC website, there are tons of clubs you can join. 

You'd be surprised by how many students are fighting similar battles—recovery is a shared journey. 

I’ve also found amazing support outside of campus. Local Narcotics Anonymous (NA) and Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) meetings have been essential in my recovery journey. These groups create a community of understanding where you can learn from people who have walked the same path. Meetings are held frequently, and there are virtual options if you’re not ready to go in person. Just knowing that you’re not the only one can be incredibly freeing. 

Define your goals, both for recovery and for school. Focusing on the future you want can be a powerful motivator. Surround yourself with friends who support your goals and understand your challenges. This might also mean letting go of people who encourage old habits. Don’t hesitate to seek help from your college’s mental health services: they can offer guidance, support, and sometimes even connections to local rehab centers.

 Recovery is about progress, not perfection - Celebrate each milestone, no matter how small.

Recovery isn’t a journey you have to take alone. If you’re struggling, reach out. There are resources on campus and in our community to support you. 

I’m sharing my story because I know how lonely it can feel to face addiction. You’re not alone, and there’s a whole network of people ready to help you find your way forward.

It is possible. Take that first step. It’s the hardest, but it’s also the beginning of a new life, and it only gets better from there.